okay the layout got some problems so its a seperate post.
went to my old house to do some final packing up.. and salvaging hahahha.. tiring and dirty man..
took some pictures for the memories?
most of the stuff has been thrown away...
don't think i wana go out tonight. fug fridays. i'm nerding at home.





the playground i used to play in when i was a kid..
no idea.. ask my mom and dad.

the very old monopoly set thats now in the dumpster

old toys?
my tamiya race car collection..
wtf? digimon ? yoyo? and a fking PAGER!?
old football mags when i was a football mad teen.

haha a phonecard! retro!

MAN UTD HAVE WON THE DOUBLE!

BEEN A LONG TIME BUT WORTH THE WAIT!

YEAH BABY!

-war cry!-

surprise surprise ladies! the next time u wish for a diamond ring consider this..

Rarity is one of the most prized qualities of gemstones. However, it isn’t clear to people just how rare a given gem is. All of them are rare, but some are much more so than others.Due to some excellent advertising, diamonds are believed to be the rarest of gemstones. The law of supply and demand comes in here. Diamonds, in general, are not at all rare. The De Beers cartel would prefer you didn’t know this, but annual world production of gem-quality diamond exceeds sixty million carats. Strongly colored diamonds, called fancies, can be genuinely scarce.

http://www.curiousnotions.com/gemstones/index.asp

so i guess anyone receiving an engagement ring from me isnt gonna be a diamond one. -wink-









the feeling of chasing a dream, no motives, pure motivation.
no boundaries, nothing to hold u back, as if chasing the perfect photo.
pushing for the perfect angle, perfect timing, perfect lighting..
to go for it not caring;not wondering about the possibilities.
not to worry about the consequences.
i think i've got it.. its been so long since i've felt this way.
i almost forgot what it was like.. in the process.. disturbingly forgetting who i was.
i've not been running away, i just didn't act on anything.
i forgot how.







;thanks wendy for the photo.










;"even if you know how it'll turn out, its got to be better than moving on without saying anything."

results of jal's work. congrats ryan u have a bright neon pinky now.

just came back from punggol nasi lemak.. full man! wow was down today.. i think its making me duller and dumber.. really.. and much more emotional. HAHAHHAH

this golden beetle AFK-ed on my tv for like fking 3 hours.









ITS DAMN GD LA. TRUST








this not so good. cant help it.. my natural instinct is to make stuff saltier.






alright. so i ate too much. i got hungry in the morning and decided to cook. but the chicken was really fking good la. trust.
dunt say i npnt. HAHA




what i bought today! :D









super ry is not very super yet.. soon soon.. quite a long way tho..
anyone wana help? hahahaha







okay i nerded and went to buy wow to play. world of warcraft for the uninformed. anyway. i realize i suck at this.. too easily distracted and too lazy to level my damn rogue. that was yesterday. i got the battlechest for $63 tho. hope i didnt get cheated.

went to parkway with mom and daddy, bought some polo tees :) been a long time since i actually went shopping so its OKAY to buy 4 at once yes? thanks to everyone for at least trying to teach me how to wow eh. especially lil born hahahaha. i wonder how long i'll take to reach 70.. hmm.. o and i got my gnc card today. dunt think im ever gonna use it tho.. buying str8 from the usa is so much cheaper and more worth it.. just the waiting time is kind of a pain.. ironman was good, lotsa eye candy.. and i mean the suit. definitely the suit :) there is a real "tony starks" in the usa as i've read eh. a company specializing in weapons actually exists! and they have a prototype ironman suit too! just incase you're curious its called Raytheon. look it up if you're interested.

okay time to nerd again.. =.=



got this from a forum. just something for the girls out there to think about yes.

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"What Happened to All the Nice Guys?"
Date: 2007-11-19, 3:52AM PST

I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out.What happened to all the nice guys?
The answer is simple: you did.

See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were ****ing treated you.

At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or too poor, or didn't know how to dress himself, or basically be or do any of the things that your tall, good-looking, fit, rich, stylish boyfriend at the time pulled off with such ease.

Eventually, your Platonic buddy drifted away, as your relationship with the boyfriend got more serious and spending time with this other guy was, admittedly, a little weird, if you werent dating him. More time passed, and the boyfriend eventually cheated on you, or became boring, or you realized that the things that attracted you to him weren't the kinds of things that make for a good, long-term relationship. So, now, you're single again, and after having tried the bar scene for several months having only encountered players and douche bags, you wonder, "What happened to all the nice guys?"

Well, once again, you did.

You ignored the nice guy. You used him for emotional intimacy without reciprocating, in kind, with physical intimacy. You laughed at his consideration and resented his devotion. You valued the aloof boyfriend more than the attentive "just-a-" friend. Eventually, he took the hint and moved on with his life. He probably came to realize, one day, that women aren't really attracted to guys who hold doors open; or make dinners just because; or buy you a Christmas gift that you mentioned, in passing, that you really wanted five months ago; or listen when you're upset; or hold you when you cry. He came to realize that, if he wanted a woman like you, he'd have to act more like the boyfriend that you had. He probably cleaned up his look, started making some money, and generally acted like more of an asshole than he ever wanted to be.

Fact is, now, he's probably getting laid, and in a way, your ultimate rejection of him is to thank for that. And I'm sorry that it took the complete absence of "nice guys" in your life for you to realize that you missed them and wanted them. Most women will only have a handful of nice guys stumble into their lives, if that.

So, if you're looking for a nice guy, here's what you do:1.) Build a time machine.2.) Go back a few years and pull your head out of your ass.3.) Take a look at what's right in front of you and grab ahold of it.I suppose the other possibility is that you STILL don't really want a nice guy, but you feel the social pressure to at least appear to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. In which case, you might be in luck, because the nice guy you claim to want has, in reality, shed his nice guy mantle and is out there looking to unleash his cynicism and resentment onto someone just like you.

That is.. if you were five years younger.

So, please: either stop misrepresenting what you want, or own up to the fact that you've ****ed yourself over. You're getting older, after all. It's time to excise the bull**** and deal with reality. You didn't want a nice guy then, and he certainly doesn't ****ing want you, now.

Sincerely,A Recovering Nice Guy

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more power to all the recovering nice guys out there. cheers bros! :D



was looking through my picture folder and i saw this.

tada! my mahjong mascot! fear me now suckers. this was chinese new year i think. HAHAHA