i hate to say this myself but im a fking genius.. again i've been proven right. amazing tho. and lucky for everyone else in my world i've had my priorities lined up the right way. with you. yes you. right at the end of the bottom at the end of the bottom of my list. =D

staying up to watch man utd vs middlesbrough with i hope for the sake of god turns out well for the red devils. yes please. CR7 HATTRICK PLEASE. lingyi was being really sweet for accompanying me through the past many many hours. but her bed was too appealing lol -.-" 30mins more to wait and u can tell im bored. yes yes. 2009 is coming. how will thee spend the change of the year? i think im gonna huatzai 888. shaun, ara, alston ikuzu. tu ball ball go! got my haircut today w lmx at cuppage as usual.. a little bit short.. but its okay.. i have natural good features ma. HAHAHAHHA okay la u know im joking. i have 3 huge yummy chocolate cakes in my fridge downstairs. BUT I AM GROWING FUCKING FAT. i hate choices like these. and of course.. i'd always pick.. the cakes :)

;always on my mind. you.






shaun : fuck you

lingyi: ah yes i can guess why u get that haha.

wilson: hey sayang :)













;day 1


;day 2


okay. just had my bath. gonna have dinner with family and relatives soon. thought i'd write a little something.




IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE CHRISTMAS. :(

past few days have been hectic.. meeting mom alot to shop for presents.. well.. i am the shopping bag carrying machine or so it seems.. been shagged out in the car waiting for her man.. 2 days 2 different multi storey carparks HAHA.. so lets say i've learnt to get comfortable in the car.. fell asleep easily la. gonna meet up w the guys later at town for movie.. the donny yen show or something yeah.. heard its good.

shawna: its just the feeling i guess? but thats missing this year. oh well.

shaun: as long as u dunt LLH too much; sure!

miss nanny: eh?

rbm team: hi mates. time to huatzai888



you're more important than you think you are.




;cool boh my download speed. HEHEH

oh my god. its been a long time since i logged in wanting to write something and yet i end up with nothing.

i'd like to trust you. or am i just asking for too much. i sense disappointment.

my dota is getting bad to worse lol. just keep losing only.

okay for now i will not think. all i want is to sleep 14 hours peacefully. 3 hour sleeping intervals is hardly doing my mind any good. whats wrong with me.. getting more and more sick omg. and theres sunday football. help.

how many wishes do i get this year? =)




shaun, ivan : fk u. arbo u 2 transfer to my account a few hundred dollars now?

mag: you are?

dep: i dunwant to know already.

guggles: ...




;my new mercurials! :)

feeling sick right now.. no idea why.. i slept early la! 2am lor. sorry yiyi i duno why also.. guess im gonna stay home till i feel okay.. >.<

christmas is coming.. and to anyone who doesnt have the jolly mood. SCREW YOU. heh. i love xmas. its my favourite season. I WANT TO GO OUT!!!



okay.. i woke up with a thud.. i roll around in my sleep till i whack my head against my wall.. like shocked sia. and im just blogging because i logged in to link dep hahaha.. and as expected i failed math. fk laa.. shld i appeal? i have like 24 hours to appeal. eh wait no. 14 hours left. AHHHH. i feel so unimportant today.. oh well.. what can i do. so i nerd and game the whole day. fm, dota, cs till now.. my head abit stim also hahahha..

tmr go up some boots get ready for sunday. :D i think i need to get some protection man.. dunwant to injure myself before christmas. i wana get a pair of mercurials man.. but financial constraints.. HMMM.. hi anyone want to be my sugarmommy? or benefactor/sponsor/all round nice person? HEHEH donate to the ryan fund thank you.

im not that well now.. in the heart in the mind or in health. >.<



I wrote this song
Its not too long
Cause I've been thinking about you
I wrote this song
Maybe I'm wrong to be caught up about you
I don't know what you think about me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But,maybe you could just lie to me
and we could be in love, you see
Oh its a singalong song
thats not too long
Its when I think about you that I hear songs
and you can sing along
Maybe, if you want to
Cause baby i wrote this, i wrote this for you
I wrote this song
Its not too long
Cause Im the one who loves you
i wrote this song
this cant be wrong
I dont wanna smile without you
I just want to make you happy
Maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that we're meant to be
forever and the day with me
Oh its a singalong song thats not too long
Its when I think about you that I hear songs
and you can sing along
Baby, if you want to
In every way, you mean more to me
then you'll ever know
Girl, I'll do my best to show these words are true
And if you'd like to make a song in the perfect harmony with me
I'll find the greatest words to sing
so we could write our own romantic thing
Cause baby i wrote this,
i wrote this for you

:)



image heavy post.

millions more on facebook! but u'd have to be a friend! HAHA! :D












congrats jal. 1st runner up! :) share the gd stuff yo. HEHE

if you're gonna look for me today.. send me a sms. try not to call me thank you! :)




;look like mafia anot? :D



hello in need of sure-fire get rich quick schemes or great financial assistance :(

will work for food!

-poor-



maybe im just prone to giving up. >.<



regret that you threw away what was there?;that was important?

once my trust in you is lost, you're gonna have a bloody hard time getting any ounce of it back. words don't work. actions do. show me what you've got yeah :)

i've got time to spare. just remember whatever you can do i can do two-fold. this is not me being an asshole just the truth of how i am. i treat the people who deserve to be treated well even better. likewise;yeah you know what i mean.

i've thought about it, its not gone but do NOT for a second push your luck. everything is in your hands :)

oh and all of this is in the most gentle of tones. no hostility meant. i belive trust is important. i hate having to go through my days in doubt.

i have to be sure. :)



4 hours of football at the cage today.. my knees are hurting badly man.. ah.
bought socks and a knee sleeve today. :)

i'd much rather sms. personal preference. so meet me and i'll talk all day :)

and i'd always send a message 1st to see if you are free. before i even do anything else. so if there are no good mornings and good nights how the hell would i know you're awake? :P

my knees.. omg.. extreme soreness. >.<
but im in a good mood today. things are going well i guess.

oh and elisha.. why do u keep getting married? hahahaha..



i have very short hair now! >.<

i move to my own beat which nobody hears.. don't blame me if i left you behind along the way..

;running out of the luxury named time.




rizkaniaa: :)

dep: dunt worry u dunt need me to pray for you.

rianto: my sis's name is jalene. u never read carefully

darren: sorzai maximum

kly: linked

shaun: por your kang.



okay for some reason i woke up.. went to T3 to pick mommy up a few hours ago.. super tired. mahjong wat mahjong fug u guys. can sleep dunt sleep. -.-" ryan is very poor now anyone wants to donate to the "save ryan's tummy fund" ? 1st time i went T3 man.. shit i feel so sua koo. but the damn place is just all about walking.. so far la.

the next few days will be filled with many classmates going back to their hometowns yes. hahaha.. take care everyone.. see u all next year. oh and karen stop losing phones.. this is not helping the economy. :P