a good time to die. halp.




;wilson's and valen's bday cakes. 2 cakes many hands lol.

;this is the inside of my old computer. do u see the dust i gathered at the bottom? LOL




;my red hair.

i cant sleep. no idea why. watched gu huo zai part 2 awhile ago. dota-ed awhile. before getting fatal error-ed. watched a michael jordan special. still cant sleep. zzz. later going sim lim to buy new computer with yun. hurhur. and its wilson n valen's bbq in the evening. and i CANNOT SLEEP. okay abit pissed off. havent been writing anything recently. lazy and all that. bah. and i have this freakishly painful area at the side of my back. for some fking reason. i got no idea why. been playin HoN recently. quite fun la.. the learning curve and all.. heroes of newerth. check it out. if u have a beta key that is. i am going QUAD CORE BABY!

not been feeling like replying smses and such. i'd much rather msn someone i dunt really know right now. than someone i feel pressured to be talkin to. i've always been a private sort of person. i keep my stuff very close to my chest. i dunt tell anyone whats really going on with me. and whatever i write here. is just a very small extract of what is actually goin on. and i do get times when i dont feel like wearing my mask and smiling at everyone. i'd much rather be alone at home. explains the new computer doesnt it? loner aspect of me i guess. you know, i've been thinkin maybe it is time to settle down. i mean it has been almost 3 years since i've been single. so yeah. but the main thing is. i thought it over and voila! what do i have to attract anyone? nothing i guess. im 24. still studying. no money no car no nothing really. and girls my age wont really go for that would they? its true that there have been girls that i have been close with over the 3 years. but before anything really happens. i start dwelling on those points again. then i will think why should i put anyone through the trouble of being with me when i cannot offer them the happiness they deserve. and thus i let go. and i dont look back. i dont explain. i just leave. some of them i can see are quite happy with the guy they are with right now.. and strangely enough. it feels quite nice to know that they are happy. which makes my decision all the more correct doesnt it. i don't know. i cant even start to be too close with anyone right now. i'd much prefer the hi bye kinda friend. rather than a romantic interest. which is so wrong. and doesnt adhere to the romantist in me. oh and sorry for the block of text. 99999 dmg! lol. its not that i don't like you enough its just that i shouldnt.




;look at cute lil karen

;wilson with the everyday school snack. fries!


;sho sexy worz

;look at his hair!


;look at kly!

;this uncle damn cool. from chompchomp earn till open so many other stalls. NOW THIS!


;jaljal buy for korkor! sho sweet!

;terrible shots.

;yun hiding his stash of ice + alcohol

;fat!

;why is the birthday boy downing me instead?


;happy birthday gav!


ok fked up cab drivers who go the long way do not irritate me.. i mean if u really need to do that to earn a lil more money sure i wont make a fuss. but! CAB DRIVERS WHO FKING GO 1 WAY AND DECIDE TO HALFWAY CHANGE ROUTE. THAT IRKS ME. FKING IRRITATING PLUS WASTE TIME. ok rant over. i had my hair coloured yesterday! RED! well highlighted anyways. MWHAHAHA! RED!

been damn lazy to update this and didnt really take many pictures so. whatever. so many birthdays! and i do not like alchohol. its been a very horrible few weeks with the deadlines, excessive mahjong.. and all that lol. i drastically need to lose weight but im too lazy and have no determination.

i cant even remember whats been going on.. some things i'd rather keep secret. duh. anyways assignments assignments i wish i didnt have to do em. fked up man. ok and sorry for the unglam photos. HEHEHE

oh as an added fun fact. i spent my 12:34:56 7/8/09 buying lunch for my mommy and me.