;my new threadmill!

;looks like a flying cloud no?


oh my god. i had alot of things to write about but as i went about doing stuff i forgot everything. -smacks head- wah really cannot remember. fine. i'll just write what i did today. today meaning it started at 9pm last night. :( my sleeping pattern is screwed again. woke up.. psycho-ed dad to tabao food for me and help me draw money as i was REALLY REALLY CASHLESS. i had like $2 in my wallet.


had dinner.. "jiang cong niu rou fan" i might add.wasn't bad too! cs internalled with the guys/girl. mafa td-ed till about 1+am.. still cannot complete. duno why man hahaha.. and as my scv tv was cut.. there was no soccer to watch on the telly.. OH! YA! i went to kly's house last last night to play poker! and watch man utd draw with inter milan -.-" texas holdem was fun i think? friendly game ya.


anyway.. jogged abit on the threadmill.. ;mental note: focus on the jogging; 25 mins in total i guess.. realized how miserably i would fail on a 2.4km run. got upstairs to my room.. asked ziyun where to find streaming links for soccer to watch online.. struggled abit on finding and installing all the crappy programs needed to watch. yet in the end all i watched was just 10 mins as my mind was elsewhere. as in really i duno what i was thinking about..



and the me who hasn't slept is blogging now. i feel so awake sadly. and i have no motivation to study. everything i fear is coming round. sometimes i think im a genius when it comes to sensing the inevitable bad news. EH! omg i'm starting to remember what i was thinking about. things aren't working out in the right direction.. and not much can be done about it.. due to one party's reluctlance to cooperate.. hmm.. i hope everything works out.. i wish everything works out for the best.. i want everything to work out. BAH. and im trying and trying but sometimes the effort does not equate to the results. and its disappointing and disappointing and disappointing.. soon i will give up coz its amazing that im managing to keep this up for so long.



and just for the record.. scandal does not equate to anything more than that. read up what a scandal means. sophia is my scandal! and tanya needs a spanking. like soon? it seems i've been neglecting my band of brothers due to school and all.. but since its study week and im home all day i'll work something out.


gosh i really feel like typing alot today. let's see what else can i ramble about. OH! dad bought a box of instant noodles from indonesia.. YES A BIG BOX. i think thats a sign im supposed to go the mal-nutritioned way the next month. but he didnt buy the flavour i wanted la. sadly enough. i miss my mom. i think its been awhile since i missed her while she's away on a business trip.. yeah yeah.. seeing as she flys off like twice every month or so.. with varying time frames of course. she's in vietnam now i think? i watched "he's just not that into you" the other day with the crazy people from school. and when i got home, dozens of quotes from the movie appear on like so many people's msns. shows how influential a movie can be eh? hahaha. i won't go on with a quote tho im highly tempted to. maybe i won't get a new pair of running shoes.. save money. okay im getting draggy here hahah.. im like randomly writing stuff. i observe alot. a little more than i should thus i pick up on things that i shouldnt need to know =(



without staking your claim you lose out. logical?








sorry to everyone yesterday. very tired so i slept very early. woke up awhile ago.. and i am listening to retro songs! LFO ! hahaha. and yes i really appreciate initiative, sadly theres a lack of that nowadays.



okay fk it. i got up coz i was VERY thirsty. about 3 hours ago. and i couldnt get back to sleep. then i tio victim by chu,sw,dav,yun to play hero siege. nabeh. play 1 1/2 hour finally complete extreme mode. but REALLY NO SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT HO BOH. and i fell asleep in class again. i think its becoming a habit man.. but only for a while i guess.. hahaha.. all my schmates are starting to study and i am just chilling. i wonder why. do i feel too confident or have i given up? true for both matters i guess.. relative to the different modules hahaha.. and i need to complain about the lack of 156 buses. i wait DAMN long then finally 156 arrives.. after like 4 or 5 157s ? a few 154s? 2 171s? thats insane la. and of course i hate waiting. >.< oh and my texas holdem massive tim zun. 800k gone in half an hour HAHAHAH. i can't wait for the holidays. please come soon :(




;oka at the helm otw to buy groceries. me playing w my phone haha





have u ever had a question and decided to go find the answer? not knowing how to react when you find the answer or what you will do or think when u come across it? i've just felt that on the ride home. it almost seems like i fear the motives of my search. chey. okay skipped 2nd half of biz com and went bbq shoppin w classmates today.. ugly me got in a few photos and will put them up. someone thinks i neglected her ya? hmmm...