the feeling of chasing a dream, no motives, pure motivation.
no boundaries, nothing to hold u back, as if chasing the perfect photo.
pushing for the perfect angle, perfect timing, perfect lighting..
to go for it not caring;not wondering about the possibilities.
not to worry about the consequences.
i think i've got it.. its been so long since i've felt this way.
i almost forgot what it was like.. in the process.. disturbingly forgetting who i was.
i've not been running away, i just didn't act on anything.
i forgot how.

;thanks wendy for the photo.
;"even if you know how it'll turn out, its got to be better than moving on without saying anything."
ryan @ 3:55 PM