okay i really have a horrid memory. things i STILL NEED to buy. toothpaste, toothbrush, shoes, berms,bedsheet, towels. i just glanced at my psp and realized how pitiful it looks right now. can't remember the last time i actually used it. i think i WILL. -charges psp-

i'd rather you be honest and tell me exactly EVERYTHING if u know i'd be sensitive to it. just makes it abit harder to accept when u try to keep it from me don't u think. would the logic be.. "i'd only tell u if you asked"? not very good i guess. im guilty of that too so yes i will change.

whats with the unglam pics nowadays.. -looks at png and nigel-

does everyone have to actually experience something to actually understand how it feels? that sucks terribly. prevention is better than cure. at least there wouldnt be the process of going through the pain yes. ahh what am i babbling about. try hard ryan. try. i think i am. i know i am. im trying very hard. are you too? i hope you are! =)

i sense a nap coming soon. no mood for lunch haha.. gd news for my diet.

prissy poo.. not everyone acts in the ideal way, there just isnt a set way or best way to handle things. we just do whatever because we are human. emotions. what we CAN do is try and lower the impact of it.. or what u may say.. soften the blow. we can rephrase what we say in the best possible way yet getting the right idea across. we can hide our displeasure for a lil longer. but in the end nothing changes the way we feel yes. so lets just all be direct and say what we want, just be nice about it. no need for conflict , being civil is good. as in i can tell u how much i do not like the way you handle something and u can tell me what you're gonna do about it. theres no need for quarrels or unhappiness. don't nag me about the problem tell me the solution. much better right? :D

oh damn i realize i got lotsa hidden arrows here.. my bad. apologize 1st. kick my ass later. HEHEHEHE

sometimes i really think too much. oh well. i am me. wwts butties for lifez :)