i got no fking recollection of when i took this but anyway i took it coz my glass of longan was FUCKING BIG LA. fucking $3 worth. oh and my chai tao kueh looks good yo. it tasted just as nice as it looks. :) chompchomp ftw.



the view from the kbox room last night.. i duno.. maybe im suakoo or what.. but nice what.. fug u gav. cb laugh at me.







look at the yummy portabello mushrooms i cooked. damn shiok la! sauteed mushrooms in butter and garlic. YUM YUM! :D

alright. 1st of all. i hate to wait. so im always late. i hate to wait for EVERYTHING. i have an absolute disgust for people who cancel appointments, push back schedules. thats blatent disrespect. if you can't make it ; don't want to go, SAY SO. whats so difficult about that? and be nice and explain why.

secondly, i do not like to speak to people when im pissed off; emo. i do not want you to hear things i might say caused by anger. i do not want to regret afterwards. so PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE when u know i don't want to talk.

thirdly, i have little tolerance for people who do not treat others the way they should. and the fked up thing is right now there is only 1 person that is causing me to overlook such bad behaviour. my patience has a limit.

haha.. okay now thats over with.. about my last few days.. after breakfast with cy and nigel.. i just went into the garden's speciality cold storage and got myself a pack of portabello mushrooms. $6 leh. thats like $1 per mushroom. anyway i had a craving for em.. so i immediately cooked once i reached home.. damn shiok la.. heavenly.

nua-ed at home because of fked up reasons which i really really dislike.. then went to kbox with the guys last night.. $17 per person is good deal man.. sang our hearts out.. long long 1 time.. zao xia till cannot zao xia.. overall quite fun la.. quite a few people i didnt expect to come, came. which was surprising. at 1st the damn room was fking cold la.. long sleeves totally didnt help. then duno why suddenly 360degree change.. fking hot. even my toes were sweating. the hk cafe at cine isnt really good.. well at least the rice i ordered.. wasnt as good as i expected.. i had trouble finishing my food.. which is like once every year? maybe it was just the mood of the day. oh well.

i have been whacking FM everyday. non stop. maybe just to keep my mind off stuff. i hope i can stop soon. school is starting. i need to go shopping, get my hair cut.. etc etc..
new belt , new shirts , new shoes here i come! :)

mommy is flying off tmr again. my mom take plane more than i take bus. wtf man. vietnam this time..

u don't know how much we love u mom. sometimes due to certain reasons like lifestyle , timing, etc etc but we all love u lots. and we never fail to miss u. thats a fact. i know u get the feeling we dunt appreciate everything you've done for us our whole lives. but the fact is we do. just that maybe its because its difficult to show it? or rather i dunt know how to. and i know it sucks to not be appreciated by someone important.. a lil assurance goes a long way. don't worry i'll change! :) love you mommy!

and gav FYI i appreciate leh. DUDE. u titi niam.. worse than a shaun. oops. HEHEHHEHE. i have some amusing videos. be nice and i won't upload em. but most likely i will.. blog service if u know what i mean? HAHAHAHHAHA

i want to be happy. i TRY to be happy. i even brainfug myself that im happy. WHAT MORE CAN I DO! i've tried EVERYTHING. yet its still so hard. oh well. -big smile for all-

if u wana see me smile u gotta see me in person. ryan don't smile in pictures. well at least toothy ones. HOHOHO