alright. im going to sleep soon. but i figured i'd write something.
dota-ed, cs-ed my day away. thanks mimi and chu for the milo pengs. huat la!
ry is the strongest :)
i had supper with chu and nigel. chu was kinda nice to come all the way from bedok. miles away yes. appreciated dude. ps3-ed with nigel. quite fun la.. sharlene was being weird today. actually maybe she's just being normal hahahah. sophia was sweet today.. so unusual for her.. thanks for helping me out sweetie! :)
i havent had the best month. august 2008 for the idiots. but im still mowing my way through because of little signs that give me a lil hope. maybe i'm built this way. as in the words of my lovely lil sister.. my cup is half full not half empty. i tend to look on the bright side of things.
the positives always shine the brightest for me. its the setbacks i've had in life that make it such that i 走一步算一步. i put my problems way way behind me. right behind in my mind. that whenever im left all alone , bored , or whatever i thoroughly get devastated. thankfully thats not often. to all my friends, family i love you guys. even though u guys don't show it but i know we're mates, and u guys support me if not just silently. we'd be friends for life guys. :)
i hate the bumps, humps, obstacles along my road of life. im calm and collected most of the time, but sometimes.. just sometimes i do stupid stuff. by impulse. well nobody is perfect yeah.. i need some time to go crazy too. but whenever i do stupid stuff the results are horrendous. and whatever i do just can't fix things. God, im sorry. i really am.
Aight. about whats brightened up my lovely morning. a wonderful sweet gesture by my dad to my mom. when all my belief in love was broken, this has just given me a lil hope. just a lil, but its so much more than enough for now. thank you dad. i love you lots. and mom u should just be honest sometimes :P
words don't say enough. so why not a picture.
just in case you can't see it. i've highlighted it out just for you.


;i don't want to be forgotten.
ryan @ 8:00 AM