;picture attached. HURTS LIKE HELL LA.

feels as if my week just flew past. not been feeling good. and i havent slept yet. havent taken any photos recently either. everytime i glance into the mirror, feels like i've grown uglier;fatter;not myself. spent my night spouting rubbish to irene, and no you're not fat. i know im random.. my brain doesnt work in an orderly manner.. everything i say especially in my current condition doesnt make any sense at all. but i appreciate u listening to my rubbish :)


when i woke up hours and hours ago i had so many things to pen down, but now i have nothing. like i always have been. nothing is the keyword now. pai seh RBM leader i forgot i got 2 colours cannot quit mahjong haha.. life is going so fast now, just when i really need to slow down.. but its subjective i guess. so many things i'd like to say yet i cant mouth the words nor type the tune. all thats left is silence. i really need to sit alone with no computer no handphone and figure out what i want and whether i should go for what i want. valen has been a brilliant friend recently.. even tho she's still as fierce.. hahaha.. but i can see it in her eyes she's not that sad anymore. i am probably not making sense right now... sleep deprived.


okay now about my day.. or lack of it. woke up.. cs-ed like a nerd the whole night with the lt dudes. internal is bad for you. but yet so fun. hahaha.. went to chompchomp to tabao my dinner.. ah lians everywhere man. luckily on fridays the pretty girl count is high at serangoon gardens. tip for everyone ya? dress up. hahhaa.. came home.. internal many more maps.. with paul being the butt of much laughs.. hahaha.. oh and i've been using garena to dota recently.. makes me wonder why i didnt start sooner.. so much more efficient la.. but i am suspicious about it being anti hack and all.. the guys are playing soccer at east coast on sunday again.. but i think i'll sit this one out.. bruises still on my shin man.. recently my nights have been filled with msning with schmates and all.. hahaha.. party conversations? add whoever is online lol. which is quite fun too :) oh oh and irene's webcam is good.


what if it were true? what would you do? oh man im becoming a person of many fears. well as for who miss E is.. its quite obviously erni. dunt feel so smart dep.. its OBVIOUS. HEH. oh ya. anggi was surprisingly nice yesterday. very surprising. a side of her i didnt think she had. oops. now she's gonna ngambek again. MISS NGAMBEK. :) havent been talking to the wwts dudes this few days. maybe everyone is busy? or with OTHER commitments HAHA. prissy dunt be angry but i have to say it. SPIDER WEB! anyways nows not the time for anything except everything related to business math, business english and managing people organizations. shit man i am in so much deep shit.


oh and about the wwts jersey.. black please. black has my vote. no sorzai red please. I WANT 10 THANK YOU. u can call me rvn. HEHE. i have a strong urge to splurge on football manager 2009, but my mind and my wallet are keeping that urge in check. no point wasting money on the game when i can probably download it soon enough. i quote nigel on that. I AINT NO PIRATE. HE IS. =x


why am i so ugly now?! plus i have a new pimple. fuck la. need to find a way to solve this esteem problem. i will save my criticism of png for another day... HEHEHHE. but dude u really kana spider till jia jia lat. if i were you i'd run away and hide in a cave for a few weeks. actually everyone is getting spidered, OR CLOSE TO. oh well. we'll see if we can meet up soon enough :)

AND DEVINA. WHAT IS CIEK?!