难道以前那么容易说出口的话变重了，还是我变得比较成熟了。



i love lobster salad gunkans !!!!! and HAHA hz88 !




;picture at the airport.. farewell yess. try and spot me.

i'm not reaching for the skies anymore, im challenging.

omg this is terrible. when im stressed i eat. i fucking ate like a pack of chips and 2 chocolate bars while struggling through my part of the microeconomics report. i think its innate or something i need food to stay awake and work lol.

my head hurts like hell. but i guess i finished it. its too long for my liking but i can't find any part to get rid of really. 1 ca1 down. 2 more to go. i should start soon. hmm..

been playing http://apps.facebook.com/godgamemj/ since like last week. stop asking me what 368. its the amount of 神币 u get everyday for the mahjong game. and yes i go bankrupt everyday :(

mom and dad came home last night from vietnam. and he was very nice to buy me dinner. huahuahuaa. i think the trip was enjoyable as mommy had a nice expression on her face.. like she was happy or something. hmm... jal went zouk last night.. so there was the usual banging and loud sounds as she got home.. yes u do get a bit unstable after some alchohol hahaha.. i have like 2 ulcers on my tongue. i think my teeth are too sharp. seriously. damn irritating can.



wtf! my firefox hanged! ccb. i typed everything out already.

another night of mahjong at kly's place haha. happy bday bro! even tho i won your money ! HAHAHA. dunt worry i will try my best to helpzxz you onexz. came home bout 4? dota-ed abit with aloy,shauniez and cy then mom called from the airport needing her documents urgently. in my half zombie state , rushed to the airport to deliver the goods. where to find such a good son right! keep rushing me somemore! like i can control how fast the taxi driver goes. HAHAH. hmm.. but the cab fare was a healthy $30.. expensive man.. somemore i had to lun the taxi drivers conversation for 50 mins. can u imagine? to and fro!

celine owes me a packet of instant noodles! imported from china! it seems like good stuff judging from the way she's gorging herself every night with it. hmm.. just ended my last dota game before i turn in.. stupid pug noobs that wana solo middle really spoil my day man. dunno how to play dunt solo la. how the hell does a potm lose to storm at mid? fking nub shit. the tc another joker. dun even know how to catch properly. in the end chu and me 2 man team micro 2 heroes each. -.-

and to that someone , if you can't get over it.. whatever yeah? seriously.



i'm having a weird night today.. played mahjong with the guys awhile ago.. and yippeee i won! mwhahahah.. sibei on form sia recently. anyway.. for some reason.. i've been feelin shivers down my spine.. like super weird.. and for no reason. and yes even tho its been a very very weird and dramatic 2 weeks.. i dun think it explains the confusion im feeling. and yes the stupid hwz thread i just browsed like 5 mins ago has added to that.

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2436011 <-- like wtf? thats a guy?! LOL!

i read an email forwarded by val and karen incidentally.. u know.. chain letter crap.. but i think it actually meant something.. i don't check my email often. like maybe.. once every 2 weeks or something. anyway.. i think theres just a little more meaning to it than it should for me right now.. if u want the email i'll send it to ya! :D

went to the airport on i duno when with classmates to send yessika home after an unfortunate turn of events.. i didnt know how to react really... its one thing to send someone off.. its another when u know u'll probably never see that person again. goodbye is such a horrible word to say. but sometimes maybe it has to be.. to show the weight that makes its burden.

im watching this old singapore movie right now.. teenage textbook. heard of it? there's one part of the plot that totally illustrates the LESSER evil. omg like supremely hits the spot.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIYbvZi3Wt8&eurl
check it out. relive your teenage years again lol.

ahh i think im on some retro kick or something hahaha.. i bookmarked this old ch 8 drama on tudou to watch when im free again.. its named 龙凤呈祥. i think my character and mindset to life is kinda influenced by the role 陈汉玮 portrayed.. you know.. the free spirit.. anywhere , whenever he wanted whatever he wanted.. which didnt really turn out very well.. or in chinese what you may call.. 浪子. ahh that just sounds pitiful. i think its time i settled down too.
check it out @
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/id/1643103/



你问我为什么 不再给你安慰
在寒风中漫步有家不回
好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什么 把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不后悔
你问我为了什么 开始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉
不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会
请不要在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你 宝贝

=)



hmm omg.. i suddenly got inspired to watch this super old movie i watched when i was a kid or something.. got the.. song 关怀方式！ its on tudou!

http://so.tudou.com/isearch/%E4%B8%83%E6%9C%88%E4%BF%8F%E4%BD%B3%E4%BA%BA/

check it out! it was quite the sad movie if i remember correctly.. anyway ciao!




;would've been rude to take pictures other than this at a funeral.

alright.. been way too busy to write anything fulfilling haha.. anyway.. had a busy day today.. hanged out with aloy , cy , wh, and lux?! lol. with jal too. super retarded conversation man.. oh but they accompanied me to get my notes binded.. which of course.. if i didnt had done. there was no way i would be going to school. went with dad to a relative's funeral.. it was sorta awkward coz i've never been close with my relatives.. and my dad's family is huge. as in really.. i think i have a 60 year old nephew or something. weird stuff really.. my dad refused to leave even tho i was super bored. bah. bad idea going with him.. but oh well i thought he'd be lonely going alone.

watched duplicity with emily the other day.. the movie was super confusing and all with the many random flashbacks and identical lines.. seriously.. narrate or something man. emily was extremely hyper hahaa.. but i shall save her the embarrasment by not posting her pictures.. the burger was bigger than your face la!



you were never there when i needed you the most...



determination.

i can do it!