i'm having a weird night today.. played mahjong with the guys awhile ago.. and yippeee i won! mwhahahah.. sibei on form sia recently. anyway.. for some reason.. i've been feelin shivers down my spine.. like super weird.. and for no reason. and yes even tho its been a very very weird and dramatic 2 weeks.. i dun think it explains the confusion im feeling. and yes the stupid hwz thread i just browsed like 5 mins ago has added to that.

http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/showthread.php?t=2436011 <-- like wtf? thats a guy?! LOL!

i read an email forwarded by val and karen incidentally.. u know.. chain letter crap.. but i think it actually meant something.. i don't check my email often. like maybe.. once every 2 weeks or something. anyway.. i think theres just a little more meaning to it than it should for me right now.. if u want the email i'll send it to ya! :D

went to the airport on i duno when with classmates to send yessika home after an unfortunate turn of events.. i didnt know how to react really... its one thing to send someone off.. its another when u know u'll probably never see that person again. goodbye is such a horrible word to say. but sometimes maybe it has to be.. to show the weight that makes its burden.

im watching this old singapore movie right now.. teenage textbook. heard of it? there's one part of the plot that totally illustrates the LESSER evil. omg like supremely hits the spot.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIYbvZi3Wt8&eurl
check it out. relive your teenage years again lol.

ahh i think im on some retro kick or something hahaha.. i bookmarked this old ch 8 drama on tudou to watch when im free again.. its named 龙凤呈祥. i think my character and mindset to life is kinda influenced by the role 陈汉玮 portrayed.. you know.. the free spirit.. anywhere , whenever he wanted whatever he wanted.. which didnt really turn out very well.. or in chinese what you may call.. 浪子. ahh that just sounds pitiful. i think its time i settled down too.
check it out @
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/id/1643103/